What are these, these tears of joy?
Why do they cascade down like rain?
Why is my heart overwhelmed?
I can’t take it in, no, I can’t take it in.
Monthly Archives: September 2008
Seeking and trying. Thinking…
What is this?
Confusion swirls. Questions haunt.
And through it all there is the ribbon of pain.
I thought it was gone. Oh yes, I thought it was gone.
But no, it’s still there, winding throughout.
I wonder, will it ever be gone.
Will it ever leave me?
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I want to break free.
Raise my hands and dance.
I want to laugh.
Carefree and happy.
Is that to be this side of heaven?
Or have I hoped for something that can never be?
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One step in the journey.
This time I take to ponder and to think.
One step on the quest.
Tomorrow will be a new day.
What shall it bring?
Only God and tomorrow know.
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One deep breath
One carefree smile
Yes, I’ll make it through this time too.
There will be joy.
I’ve claimed it as mine.
This pain is not my master.
I serve the God of love.
In Him I trust and hope and breath free.
